Its hard, very hard. I am fortunate to be with a loving family. The problem is they don't understand me. Guess what I don't know either. I feel like because of this I can become a victim of people around me that think, I am stupid that which I am not. At least not yet. Anyway had a good day and bad day. So goes life with this shit. I am truly tired of fighting, but I am not going down with one hell of a fight. Please all of you that deal with this, all I can honestly is look to the stars and you might see God. I just hope he sees me!